"Good night pangga... I love you..."
:(
I would want to live a day that never dies with the person who holds my heart close although i can't conquer his... I would also want to shine like a candle in the dark...when you tell me that you love me...
I heard Diana Ross' song in my heart today... it's ruling me now...
Yesterday seemed pretty good for me. I logged out at round 8 in the morning and chose to get some sleep first before attending a special mass at the Mother House of the RVM... Still too sleepy, i woke up at 12noon, dressed up and left the house. I intended to end up tired so i could get enough sleep. I needed more energy for the day's work...
When i arrived home it was already past 7 in the evening.. i was pretty sleepy already but i still chose to do tv marathon...
11p.m came... my sleepy mode was enough to send me to sleep at once and wake up in shape...
I thought i was already sleeping when my cellphone beeped. The text message came from him.
The text message that keeps on bothering me... Was it true? Was last night the moment that i have long been waiting?
Nobody knew...
But when he told me that, my world seemed to have stopped. I could manage to sleep no more. Gosh... i had to get to work at 6a.m the following day and it was already half past 12! He didn't bother explain why he did that...
a text message... just a text message which could've changed a lot of things...
Well... it did change a lot of things though... I knew he was up to something but i convinced myself that he was just joking. Although it was hurting, i had to accept it. I had to... Or else, i'll end up more than a looser again... although i still did... :(
He said sorry though... but i had to try harder not to fall into his pit anymore... when i'll just end up a prisoner... imprisoned by this love i have for him...
I've been fooled many times... i'll try not to this time around... i hope i do find the space... the space to move on even when he tells me that he loves me...
:(
I would want to live a day that never dies with the person who holds my heart close although i can't conquer his... I would also want to shine like a candle in the dark...when you tell me that you love me...
I heard Diana Ross' song in my heart today... it's ruling me now...
Yesterday seemed pretty good for me. I logged out at round 8 in the morning and chose to get some sleep first before attending a special mass at the Mother House of the RVM... Still too sleepy, i woke up at 12noon, dressed up and left the house. I intended to end up tired so i could get enough sleep. I needed more energy for the day's work...
When i arrived home it was already past 7 in the evening.. i was pretty sleepy already but i still chose to do tv marathon...
11p.m came... my sleepy mode was enough to send me to sleep at once and wake up in shape...
I thought i was already sleeping when my cellphone beeped. The text message came from him.
The text message that keeps on bothering me... Was it true? Was last night the moment that i have long been waiting?
Nobody knew...
But when he told me that, my world seemed to have stopped. I could manage to sleep no more. Gosh... i had to get to work at 6a.m the following day and it was already half past 12! He didn't bother explain why he did that...
a text message... just a text message which could've changed a lot of things...
Well... it did change a lot of things though... I knew he was up to something but i convinced myself that he was just joking. Although it was hurting, i had to accept it. I had to... Or else, i'll end up more than a looser again... although i still did... :(
He said sorry though... but i had to try harder not to fall into his pit anymore... when i'll just end up a prisoner... imprisoned by this love i have for him...
I've been fooled many times... i'll try not to this time around... i hope i do find the space... the space to move on even when he tells me that he loves me...
