You're in the best of your senses all the days of your life...
You could do things trudging the right path... undisturbed... Smile without the fear of spilling the glass of juice and get stained... Never too conscious of what others may say...
Never fucked up... Never feeling as if the whole world is looking at you...
Then suddenly, you fall in love... Thinking high.. Expecting the most wonderful feeling in the whole wide world.. Wanting to feel comfort. It has been so wonderfully amazing at first.. So wonderful that you have forgotten how good you've been. How easy you felt before. You cared no more as to what may happen...
WHY? Because he made you believe he loves you as much... made you hope that there's something in the relationship... even made you feel he really cared.
Everything seemed so real. Because he made you believe he loved you.
Those were the stupidity days... and now please be awake and believe that you have your own life to live... And believe not... in him... anymore.
