Dear Daddy God,
I am not very sure if I am trudging the right path these days... But I am pretty sure that all I want is to make people happy... Not that much of pleasing them because I know it's hard.. For my family, I have always prayed and wished them the best. As much as I could, I have extended my support. But it seems like all of what I did is never enough. How much do I have to give Dear Daddy? I know that forgiving according to your word is until forever and maybe, just maybe, I have to endure every hurt and every pain people cause me to feel because maybe, just maybe, it's a part of my mission... Sometimes i would wonder what mission there is to fulfill Dear Daddy... I wanna go. I wanna finish it already so I could be there with angels if I deserve to be in heaven.
It's strange when you let two entirely different people cross paths. What's bad about me is I get myself too attached to the person especially when the person's so dear to me already. It's wrong maybe Dear Daddy to love a friend sooooooooo much that you'd always want what's best for her. She has been through a lot of tough times as I understand and as I have seen it although she has been raised very well and have not suffered in finances but she has been facing so much... Forgive me Daddy God for loving my super friend so much... I just hope she's not yet so fed up with me. I just want what's best for her but if she's happy with the life she would choose, i will have to try to be happy for her...
Daddy God, please let me know when I would have to step out of my super friend's life so I would be ready. So i would be able to teach my heart to get used to be away from my super friend. And with this Dear Daddy, I pray that she will be all right.. she'll be very fine and her son too. When I see her very much okay, i'd be much happier.
Thank you Daddy God for letting our paths cross. Amen.
