2010: A Year of a Deeper Friendship

"We keep on shining and on smiling because we know we have each other... to lean on... to be with... to listen... laugh or cry with..."

It's a matter of keeping a heart with a "know-how" when you would want to have friends like them who keeps you get going.. who inspires you a lot and all that.

Nor, Cha, Jo, Glaiz and I went on a Christmas Break Escapade to Baybay-Maasin-Albuera-Ormoc... It was so much fun and the trip has been very much relaxing not to mention the "no sleeps" and the "no silence". We had time to chill out while i tried to get some information about the spots we visited and took some inspiration from the beautiful view to be able to write my articles..

7:00p.m, December 26, 2009. I arrived at Tugas, Baybay, Leyte from Ormoc. A day after Christmas, right? Yes! I wasn't with my family after Christmas! :-D
When i got there, my friends were already wet and wild from the beach! I felt so envious! But i told Jo anyway that we have to go to the beach by Monday.
After dinner, Niño (Jo's bf) invited us to go to a karaoke slot almost a kilometer away from where we were staying. Gosh. But it was sulit anyway! It was his treat! (Thanks Niño!)
We went home at around 2 in the morning and guess what?! We still had to go to Maasin to hike early that Sunday!!! Grabeh! As in we had to wake up at 5a.m so we could still freshen up and eat... It took us 2 hours and 15 minutes to get to Hanginan and climbed an hour to reach the top!
But guess what? It was so much fun! The view from above was very bongga!!!
The following day, we woke up with muscle pains from the hike but we just laughed it out... We went to the beach instead which was located only at the back of Jo's house!!! Imagine?!! Well... we just spent almost the whole day to bathe!!!
The meals were very sumptuous! We had what the military call, boodle fight... :-D
Around 3 in the afternoon, we settled down. Rest from picture taking and shrieking and all that. We had to prepare for the church procession and the disco right after!!!
Would you believe that we ruled the dance floor even if we were not from the place?!
Grabeh... The people even said they never thought we are teachers! Hahahaha... It was embarrassing but t'was ok lang.. They don't know us man.. :-D
Guess what time we decided to go home?! 3a.m!!! Yes, as in 3a.m! And we had to walk 3km because we had no more means of transpo...
What was the result of the night out? Oversleeping!!! We woke up at around 11 in the morning already!!! Had a boodle fight brunch, bathed at the river and what next? We went to the fortune teller!!! Very very fascinating were the words of the woman... I even recorded it! What did she say? Well, that's a secret already... Only me and my friendshipz know it... :-D

After the fortune teller thing, they conceded when i asked them that we go to Albuera to see the beautiful Christmas Lights because they had a contest per barangay for the most beautiful decorations and lights... We were like in wonderland! It was so amazing!
We had our dinner near the lighthouse where there were barbecue stalls... Of course, we had our photo shoots again. That was our last night together...

I had to encourage Glaiz and Charlyn to go with me to Ormoc... Nor was going but with her dear Michael. So together with Niño and Jo, we went to Ormoc, strolled for awhile and we took a ride home.

Every single moment spent with these friends that i have made me think that we'll have a more profound relationship this 2010... That's according my vibrations...

Love Knocks When It's Ready

"Love they say comes in time. You don't have to wait for it. Love knocks when it's ready for you."

I have been in and out of love many times since I realized I am in a world full of it. Not just once, I have been hurt and seemed to have been burned in hell because i fell for it.

Sad...

When i fall inlove, i surely do. And when I say I LOVE YOU, i mean it. But what shakes it is that i could hardly move on once it's over... I could hardly open my heart and hit a brand new start. Well, this is me and I thought i'd be trying to move on over a love that's stupid, forever...


That was what i thought...

When at times i thought i'd fall inlove never, here comes the person i least expected to return... He has been the reason why i couldn't open my heart for someone new to come inside it. He broke my heart two (2) years ago. Two (2) years is already a very long time, right? But guess what?! I was still head over heels about him... I would make sure i'd get to reply when he would text me and all that... But of course, i already told myself that it was going nowhere... That he is never for me...

Love really knocks when it's ready.

When he came home from Cebu, we started to go out and alas! We're together now. Officially. Sometimes, I still can't believe that this has happened but love has it's own time. God answers prayers in due time.

I just hope though that this would last long. The love that's in us may not be forever but I am thankful that for now, we have each other... :-)

STEFTI Green Monarchs Rock!

"Others have been told, be strong, brave be bold! Green Monarchs are here, watch out we have no fear!"

Quoting the cheer of the green monarchs students cheer dancers, we already have proved that we are really strong, brave and bold! We have been declared as Champions of the 2009 STEFTI Sportsfest both Parents and Students!
And so we thank our sponsors, trainers, our parents and of course, our students for doing their very best!
We rock!

It's Toxic... Way below the Belt...

Things happen too fast... You may see me beside you now but in just a wink of an eye, i'll be gone.

These past few days has been too toxic for me... It's i guess not the job or even its nature... It's the people you are with. I believe in what my friend would always tell me, "You can never please everybody". It's indeed true. But even if you've already went through a smooth path with them or i thought i have but to no avail. It's as if you're starting another journey over and over again.

It hurts to think that those people whom you have known the longest are the ones mocking you... They're even the ones who thinks ill of you. Isn't it painful? It is... Reality bites.

Yesterday has been too toxic... We had our level meeting where issues were divulged... Responses has been way below the belt... That was because we didn't know the real score.. Who said this.. Who said that....

The climate yesterday was just as hot as every single thing that happened. Right at this very moment that i'm writing this blog, i'm still trying to dig deep into my heart who really holds the truth of all these issues... It's different when you're in between two opposite poles. And you've been with each of them for quite some time.
There's just this eeenky thought that's telling me that the "people" they're referring to as the ones always responsible of stories that are never true are the people who just want the best. It bothers me when they're scrutinized. hay....

What a life...

We'll Miss You

Life as you said is full of hellos and goodbyes... But this, as you leave is what i just considered as a "farewell" 'coz i know we'll still see you somewhere.. somehow...

We have met some time in June of this wonderful year for me, 2009. As for every impression i have for nuns, i thought you were the timid type... Very silent...
But as time passed by, i was able to dig deeper... You could relate and understand the ways of those who are outspoken... Thank you for sharing your gifts and talents here in Palo.

For now, we'll trudge through different paths but those paths will cross again some time... It was so nice having to meet and greet you. May your journey forever be blessed..
We'll miss you S. Luz!

Falling for the Wrong Guy

I've never fallen for the right one...

Mr. Right for me doesn't have to be Mr. Perfect.. He just have to be simply nice... smart...understanding.. sweet and loyal..

There are instances when you can't avoid falling for a person who gives special attention to you but it would always depend on who the person is and how he is to you. I'd feel creepy when the guy is awfully nice and of course, if the guy is very smart and super sweet..
He has to be himself and not pretend to be anybody.

I've already had a bitter past... I should've learned to let go of it or of him already but like what he told me last night, i might need someone to help me forget and move on... I've done that before. That's what i told him. But to no avail. Maybe it would depend on the person who's gonna help me out...

I am in deep thought... I don't want to fall for the wrong guy anymore... But how would i know if he's the wrong guy or not unless i try?...
I guess i'm ready to try... there's just nobody who dares to unlock my door. Sometimes i ask myself, "Is this the karma of what the guys in my family did to their partners?" Oh please... Don't... :'(
I don't want to be an old maid... Still i want to see myself with a family of my own. I still want to be happy.

Right now i may be scared.. but if in time i meet my Mr. Right, i'm pretty sure i can already endure whatever challenges there are for me...

I've fallen for the wrong guys many times... I'm not gonna fall for one anymore...
(i hope so..)

Humiliation Comes to Pass.. they too...

Summer has been that eeky... squeaky... peekie...

Had to work with delusions...

had to be with a lot of people...

I enjoyed being with kids wanting to learn arts and crafts... and even those in other classes... Sometimes, when you're at the peak of your enjoyment, there would be people who would always want to see you in misery...

These people would love to see you sad and in despair despite how much effort you exert and no matter how hard you try to make things work... For me, professionalism is seen on how you act... You act accordingly of course especially when you take hold of a herd of people... Especially when all these people look up to you..

You don't just ignore them for doing something wrong... You don't just believe what people tell you even if we know you are way too intelligent.. You don't go hurting other's feelings just to let yourself be satisfied... haler!

Well... whatever that is, i'm just pissed off... it's not worth it but the kids has been worth being with.. i miss them...

This humiliation will come to pass... and these people too...